Striving.

I'll keep apologizing
until I stop blundering with my words.

I'll keep searching
until I find someone who can answer my impossible questions.

I'll keep watching others
until I've learned what not to do.

I'll keep finding out
how not to live.

I'll keep silent
until I have just the right words to say.

I'll keep watching my heroes fail
until I fail as a hero and know how it feels.

I'll keep striving for perfection
until I get Home.